Being a Mom is the Greatest

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Prayer Answered: I'm A MOMMY

I asked for my son. I was spending a lot of time at events and dates with friends. At the end of the day I felt like I wanted something. I was missing something. God does answer prayers.

When I first found out that I was having a baby it was like nurse stop joking with me. Of all the people in the world I am going to be a mom. I didn't even think it was possible for me to have kids. No medical reason but it had been so long that I just thought I was gonna miss that train. I was so wrong on that front. God blessed us with a silly, loving and smart boy. He has both of our personalities (gemini and scorpio).

It wasn't until yesterday that I remembered that I asked for my son. I now have my ride or die for the times that daddy isn't around. Since he can't say yes or no yet he is down for whatever. If he isn't though he gives me a look plus fuss.

I adore him.
I am glad I prayed for him.

It's May

I'm A MOMMY

When Is The End

So....
I get asked a lot "How long do you plan on breastfeeding? "

The answer I pop out with is when my son gets teeth. Then I say when its summer time because who wants to leak in the heat. Truth is I havent leaked in forever. Another thought since I have been told you dont feel the teeth is to give him until he turns 1. At the end of it all I really don't know.

For a week my supply was very low. I did a business trip and then my body rebelled. He seemed to be getting enough when he fed but when I pumped barely anything came out. Yes I cried. I started trying all these different things to get my supply back because I want to decide to end the breastfeeding.  It's back now so I can be in harmony again.

When did you stop breastfeeding?  My answer is I will feed until it is not possible.  I know another bad answer.

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Assistant #1

Fun times working on my netbook. So many projects going on and all is moving forward. This life rocks! My assistant is still hanging in here with me.

7

It's wonderful. It's marvelous.  My baby is 7 months old. He is gonna be a big boy before I know it. I continue to cherish the hug, kisses and snuggles. He is my boo and I love him for always.

Happy 7 month milestone my dear

The Realness

I am sure that I am not the first and I won't be the last wife/mother to be overwhelmed in life. I at times take a moment to think what if everything I do just stopped. I mean even cutting back in my life I still feel crazy busy. Does anyone else feel this way?

I took two days off of work thinking that I would sleep and relax. Yeah!!! Only I find a way to still be busy on my days off. The car needed a oil change, the baby needed to make it to daycare, the house needed love, I had calls to make, items to return to the store oh and did I mention the house needs love. How do you get life to stop when you feel like every moment needs to be filled with things that matter. Yes I have always had this problem of being still. I am the true busy body. Even when I am still I feel like I should be doing something. My husband allowed me to take a nap and when I woke up I was upset because 45 minutes of being productive had passed. I need help! I need prayer! I need to relax!

So I am still on the quest to find my rest or the balance my life needs so I don't feel insane most days. I just wanted to jot this down since it is constantly on my mind. The realness is I feel crazy all the time in the mist of my accomplishments.

Have a great Friday!

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