When Is The End

So....
I get asked a lot "How long do you plan on breastfeeding? "

The answer I pop out with is when my son gets teeth. Then I say when its summer time because who wants to leak in the heat. Truth is I havent leaked in forever. Another thought since I have been told you dont feel the teeth is to give him until he turns 1. At the end of it all I really don't know.

For a week my supply was very low. I did a business trip and then my body rebelled. He seemed to be getting enough when he fed but when I pumped barely anything came out. Yes I cried. I started trying all these different things to get my supply back because I want to decide to end the breastfeeding.  It's back now so I can be in harmony again.

When did you stop breastfeeding?  My answer is I will feed until it is not possible.  I know another bad answer.

Chime in.

Assistant #1

Fun times working on my netbook. So many projects going on and all is moving forward. This life rocks! My assistant is still hanging in here with me.

7

It's wonderful. It's marvelous.  My baby is 7 months old. He is gonna be a big boy before I know it. I continue to cherish the hug, kisses and snuggles. He is my boo and I love him for always.

Happy 7 month milestone my dear

The Realness

I am sure that I am not the first and I won't be the last wife/mother to be overwhelmed in life. I at times take a moment to think what if everything I do just stopped. I mean even cutting back in my life I still feel crazy busy. Does anyone else feel this way?

I took two days off of work thinking that I would sleep and relax. Yeah!!! Only I find a way to still be busy on my days off. The car needed a oil change, the baby needed to make it to daycare, the house needed love, I had calls to make, items to return to the store oh and did I mention the house needs love. How do you get life to stop when you feel like every moment needs to be filled with things that matter. Yes I have always had this problem of being still. I am the true busy body. Even when I am still I feel like I should be doing something. My husband allowed me to take a nap and when I woke up I was upset because 45 minutes of being productive had passed. I need help! I need prayer! I need to relax!

So I am still on the quest to find my rest or the balance my life needs so I don't feel insane most days. I just wanted to jot this down since it is constantly on my mind. The realness is I feel crazy all the time in the mist of my accomplishments.

Have a great Friday!

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