New Day, New Dreams

At 30 I thought it would all come together and unfold for me. I thought that I would be in this new place of love and understanding but the devil is so busy. You know he is a liar though.

I am gathering all the love, hurt, pain, joy and much more to continue this journey called life. There is a reason I am still here and able to touch someone. Bare with me. It won't all make sense but I pray that through me you find something that helps you.

I am not perfect because none of us are but we are here. We are real beings working to do what: Please God and be welcomed home.

 That is my theme now "Please God." The world will continue to hurt me but he is always here.

 Are you ready, set, let's go!

MOM

Some people dream about being a mom and cannot wait to have their own children. I don't think I have ever been that person. I enjoy children but I don't daydream about having my own. God on the other hand has had plans for me. Even though I am not a mother that has given birth to my own child I do have children. I have my maternal ways of doing things that keeps me prepared to be here for those I care for. It is weird when I think about it but also a blessing. If the time does not come for me to birth a child I am filled with the love of the children I have in my life. Some of them are under age while others are older than me but no matter what I look after them as if they were my own. I pray that I empower the feeling and embrace the experiences because they make me stronger. The experiences show me that anything is possible. Not everything is as we would define it to be. I am a mom in many different ways. Ashe...

Hi world.

Goal for Life

I don't want to be MAXED OUT!

I watched the great documentary that really puts in perspective what we could be doing differently for ourselves.

Take a moment to check it out. It could change your life.

Go to http://www.maxedoutmovie.com/syn/index.html

All!!!!!

So everyone knows that I am a only child and NO is not a word that I am fond of. I am use to getting my way in many aspects of my life so when a block is formed in front of something I desire it messes with me a bit. So I came up with something that will help me in those moments that NO occurs.

I want it all!

I want the things that I call out because I know I deserve it!

I want it all!

Sometimes it will take time and patience!

I want it all!

Did I mention? I want it all!

What do you think?

So far it calms me down and gets me focused to obtain what I really want.

Growing Pains

As a child my parents always told me that I don't want to rush to become an adult. It is much more than I could ever imagine. Now that I see 30 I want to go back in time and just sleep in bed all day. It isn't the bills, work or decisions but more of relationships (maintaining, grooming, etc).

Everyday is a lesson though and I can only hope that through all I am dealing with I am growing into the woman I always dreamed to be.

Happy New Year!

Claim greatness.

That's all.